The Stories

2010-03-12T23:30:00.005+08:00

When i first knew BF, he was so adorable!

I found it hard to see a guy w adorable appearence when in a long term relasionship

tickk-tockk, the clock is ticking..

Everyone will change on apperance and attitude.

Me, changing to be so so upset w something that i wanted for so long didn't manage to reach

But i believe that one fine day i will get what i want *patience..*

I am hoping so much that BF will change the best for his family, my family, me and himself

This is all takes time and PATIENCE

But at the same time i feel so upset
No use of crying becos i know, BF don't expect things to happen this way

His working and i'm not but i spent my time to take up courses

rather than i spent my time shake leg do nothing at home right?

But no matter what, i believe things will change to the better

But no matter what, can't give up right?

Always get the same sentence from BF, 'never give up'

I know his helping me by saying never give up

He sounds like he push me to something

And i realised that he push me to something just to see me happy to get what i want in future

I can't be mad at him but sometimes i felt sad to him becos

he have his own problems to settle but he w/o fail, wants to help me to see a smile on my face

For the meantime, still job hunting and also at the same time take up courses

And i won't ever make my family & BF down. :DD

2010-01-23T20:57:00.002+08:00

Yeay, tomorrow me and BF 1Year 1Month together!

Fast isn't it? But im sad because BF long time never update blog

But it's okay lah because i know his having difficulties surfing the net

HAIX, but still feel sad lah

Well today went interview with BF & Deary girlfriend Yati

BF got the wrong infomation about the job interview some more

Its was so funny until we have to take cab from Outram Mrt Station

to the Holiday Inn Hotel for the interview & get to know the distance from here to there

was VERY NEAR! :)

After interview we went makan at Cahaya Restaurant, Far East Plaza

I ate Mee Kuey Teow, BF ate Nasi Pattaya while Yati ate Claypot Crabmeat Rice

I was so in love with BF's Nasi Pattaya

DAMN NICE OKAY

After that we headed off to Boarders

Our intention was ask for any vacancies but end up we sat there reading books

Then off to the nearest MacDonalds & bought Caremel Frappe

I'm super loving it! HAHA :)

Bby, i love you i love you i love you i love you

Muaaaaahs ^^'

2010-01-18T15:37:00.006+08:00

Last Saturday, returned my uniform to workplace as im not working there anymore

Me & BF proceed down to Siloso Beach & thought of going for a swim at the beach

But it turns out to be Sun Tanning!

HAHA. We cant stand w the very very very hot weather until BF have to put on shades

which believed to be MY SHADES! HAHA

(below picture)

Since we cant tahan w the hot weather we plan to chill at Vivo & we did

We played the arcade & it is super fun!

HAHA. We look like a 8 or 9 year old kid at that point of time

But who cares! Arcade are open to public, true?

This will be the best part!

We met w Alvin, Simon & Theadore! Which is fake one

But atleast have a chance to met up w them & tried pulling off Simon specs
HAHA. So insane!

(below picture)

2010-01-12T22:36:00.004+08:00

At last we got a chance to chill at town until late night together

These are some photos taken on the day of our outing

We went sheesha at Arab St. & Hard Rock Cafe at Orchard

Featuring Me, BF + our favourite friend FIDO

We are like Morons walking towards Somerset from Orchard at 3plus in the morning

Fido was all the way on the phone with his upcoming SAYANG

While me & BF are like clowns outside The Coffee Club at Somerset

HAHA but after all i think this will be my first and the last walking like morons at town around 3plus in the morning

Omg but it was super funny chill out with FIDO

The funniest thing happened was when FIDO wanted to make friends with this Thailand lady

& HE WAS BEING REJECTED!

Omg what a shame '^^

Pic of me at SHEESHA, Arab St.

Pic of Fido & BF at Sheesha, Arab St.

Pic of US three at Sheesha, Arab St.

Lastly pic of US at Hard Rock Cafe Singapore! :)

2010-01-12T22:21:00.002+08:00

HAIX

What a day

Kena retrenched by the job that i really into it

Because of i dont know i have to work that day!

Omg it really sucks to the max

Received call from workplace & said

They want to drop me because of the attitude i gave to them

Attitude wise is because i dont even know that i have to work

but end up i never come

Mepek kan? HAIX

But the truth is I REALLY DONT KNOW THAT I HAVE TO WORK

I was to sad until cannot think about anything at that point of time

Thank god, BF & Mummy encourage me not to give up

But still that thing haunts me

Happy for BF to start his new job on this coming Thursday

Hope that he will quickly adapt to the environment that he will be working

That's all for now

But still not giving up like what BF and Mummy says :)

2010-01-04T20:46:00.002+08:00

Hello peoples.

HAHA. A very long time never update blog right?

I know. Not to worry, i still update blog.

Nowadays Buzy w work lah.

Happy 2010 everybody!

I sumpah that this year countdown was not happening!

Omg. I seriously can feel not happening!

Last year was super happening!!

But the sad thing is, this year countdown im not w bf.

Sad kan? Thats why i said not happening.

HAHA. Well whatever it is, its already 2010 yaww!

Oh yah! Its been 2 weeks i kena attached at Dolphin Lagoon!

Omg, damn hot! And im getting darker!

Off to bed now. Sleepy already.

Tml working 11-6! Woohoo, love it mann!

zZzZzZzZz Goodnight!

2009-12-18T17:30:00.003+08:00

Gosh, 2 weeks plus okayy haven't update blog.

As i was saying, we are busy. So not that we don't have a little bit of time to update,

it's just that for bf, his having difficulties with lappy.

And as for me, i'm working. Haha, lol.

Well as for now, bf went kampong for 1 week already. :(

Misses him so much. Hopefully tml his coming back home!

As for me, im fine with my work. But i just hate this girl named Danielle.

Wtf she! Say to somebody that she hates new-comers?

Say we all new-comers lazy in working wise?

Who is she btw? She's just a PART-TIME STAFF like us!

We understand that we are new and have alot of things to learn.

As for you Danielle, we all don't need your fucking comments on our working wise.

You do your things and we do ours.

But whatever, this kind of people should ignore.

Eh, miss bf lah. Waiting for his return!! :(

2009-12-03T22:35:00.002+08:00

It's been such a long time haven't update BLOGG!!

We both been thru alot of fun things together for the past 9Days. :)

We went kampong kampong to celebrate my belated birthday together with my family.

It was SUPER FUNN! *thumbs up*

Well btw, admit my mistakes towards BF

& feel so happy when me & BF were in the romantic situation. :)

As for today, im working 2nd shift which is from 10am-7pm.

&& BF fetched me from work jyeahh! SUPER HAPPY!

Before that he was alone doing nothing at Sentosa.

So-sorry for not joining you. The reason is, im working! :)

Can't wait for the 2nd fun outing with you darl!

Lovingg you sooo much even if you mad at me for over a stupid thing i've done. :)

2009-11-25T12:58:00.002+08:00

1 week already i never update my blogg!

Lappy went for repair, that's whyy. :]

For the past 1 week, i was busy working & same goes to BF.

Understand lah ok. Haha.

Aniway, yesterday was Me & BF's 11th Months-saryy jyeah!

1 more month to go & we are celebrating our 1st Year Anny Mann!! Can't wait! :]

Haha. But whatever it is, today is my 19th BIRTHDAY!!

Thanks to all my colleagues for wishing me! :]

CARRIE! So good ah you are the first to wish me thru sms at 12+ am. Haha.

Well, miss working with Gladys & Carrie. :]

Meeting Carrie tommorow after work before she fly off to i don't know where lah. Haha.

BF, miss you uh! Hmm.. -.-'

*Waiting for BF's return from kampong.*

2009-11-17T11:08:00.002+08:00

My very blur-est day. HAHA.

Yesterday was a fresh new week & it's Monday!

Im working yesterday & this really had happened to me. HAHA.

I was told to do 3 commentaries which is the, Sea Turtles Commentary,
Ocean Colony Feeding Commentary & Reef Colony Feeding Commentary.

HAHA. I was shocked okee, when i just reached workplace.
At that point of time i was like sleeping. HAHA.

Somemore, im the one who have to go to the cashier,

& ask for the actual no. of people for school bookings yesterday.

& it took me more than 5mins to do it? What wrong with me??

HAHA. Its not that i don't know how to do it.

But im just felt very sleepy. HAHA, i like sleep-walking.

But after i had my lunch, i okee! Back to square one that im usually do.
Me myself not even familier with paperworks,

& somemore have to teach the part-time staff doing paperworks.

After work, chilled at Vivo City with Fana.

Our topic of the day was about Guys! HAHA.

I reached home at about 10+.

Im so-sorry my dear, we are just chilling at Vivo.

No need to think (-)tive okee? I know i can take care of myself if im not with u.

No worries aight? I love you very very much,

& can't wait, later fetching u from work! HEHE.

Misses u lots! :]

2009-11-15T13:19:00.002+08:00

So sorry for not update blog for like, 5 days i guess.

The reason is, im busy working. Tired already!

Working was super fun eventhough have to do this & that like..

Paperworks, Ushering, Handling calls for school bookings.

But super fun! Make myself busy at this kind of work place really not killing me.

If got nothing to do, then entertain the fishes. HAHA, LOL.

But really overall, work was superb!

Out of this 5days, yesterday me & BF was very busy at work.

BF was busy covering safety at this F1 track if im not wrong.

Whereas for me, im busy with my turtle commentary, walk-in bookings & stuffs.

But not to worry, even if one whole day i never even have a long conversation with him when my break time, for sure i understand on his job lol.

Yesterday after work, lepak-ing with Fana & Shahryzal at Civic Centre.

& Yesterday BF finished on his covering safety at about 11 plus.

& as for today, at home waiting for BF to finish his covering safety about that AEPEC thingy.

Enough of the stories, chop-chop! BOOM, ZZZzzz.. :]

2009-11-10T18:53:00.002+08:00

Haixx.. Tak update lagi. Sorry, quite busy at work.

Sat, 7.11 i'm on OFF beybeh! :]

Sun, 8.11, working with the weekends staff cause Asnul & Nuraini on off.

Mon, 9.11 i'm working at the Dolphin Lagoon with Fana.

My veryy 1st time working at Dolphin Lagoon okee!

This happened to me at 11am Dolphin show.

I kena scold by this Dolphin Trainer.

Like what the fuck he! Suke hati mak bapak dea jek nk mara depan org ramai!

Im 'under training'! Some more my 1st time working at Dolphin Lagoon!

What a stupid attitude he got there!!

Hopefully i won't attach to Dolphin Lagoon for the 2nd time.

I just love to work at Underwater World

eventhough having hard times to memorise the commentary. :]

But not that difficult to memorise all 5 commentaries lahh.

I believe in myself that i can do it! HAHA.

BF fetched me at Vivo City.

But pity him, i make him wait cause i to go back UWW to take my Work Tickets.

'I'm so-sorry dear to make you wait. :]'

But whatever it is, i feel so sad about BF.

Another bad news that i heard from BF.

Yes i can't talk to his in charge of this lisence thingyy.

I know it will get worst if i interrupt.

But PLEASE lah! Don't make people having a hard livingg!!

Serve for 2years, posted driver some more,

end up GET NOTHING!!

It's very hard to go through hard times in Army life okee eventhough i know im not serving.

Haiss.. I'm speecless about that.

But please BF, don't give up. :]

Trust in yourself please! I will help you in whatever ways i can.

Be happy okee? Just act nothing happen.

Muahhks! Love you soo muchh!! :]

2009-11-06T12:01:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the late update. Busy learning new things at work.[:

3.11, working on 1st shift which is from 8.30am-5.30pm.

4.11, on 2nd shift from 10am-7pm.

While 5.11 on 3th shift which is from 12pm-9pm.

Those days at 6.30pm, one of our diver came to the Ray pool to count how many cups of food left for the Stingrays.[:

We fed the Stingrays with squids & raw fish which is cut into three's.

My favourite Stingray was the Leopard Whipray.

I accually get irritated with the Cow-Nose Ray as they come towards us really fast!!

As for the Leopard Whipray, take things very slow.

Even if we want to feed them, they come to us in a slow motion way.[:

But overall, i love to touch Stingrays.[:

Yesterday, learn alot of new things at work. Learn how to close & doing paperworks.

Its very funn even when comes to paperworks that have to handle many things like school bookings & stuffs.

But overall, fun working at UWW![:

Yesterday BF fetched me from work! Aww, so sweet isn't he?[:

But whatever it is, happy with work, BF & Family.

As for today, im on off! Waiting for Lil Brother to come home from school,

then zooom to Nyai's house at Marsiling with Mummy & Lil Brother.[:

*psst! Love you Boyfriend![:*

2009-11-02T22:26:00.002+08:00

Today is my first day of work at Underwater World, Sentosa.

And ohh yes i did enjoy working there.

Eventhough its my first day, i make it like i've been working there for like more than a month?[:

Oh no! i have to memorise my scripts. Umm, where do i start?

Some of you readers might be thinking why am i have to memorise scripts right?

It is because, our job as a Guest Service Officer is to explain to our guest like;

the differences of the fishes, what do the fishes eat & so on.

And yes i did make new friends at work today! Fana & Carrie.[:

They are very sweet looking. Hahaha!

Overall, i enjoyed working today.

To BF, please ignore how the way i talked to you over the phone earlier this afternoon

is because im so so so busy, im really so sorry dearest! -.-'

Please just ignore & start a new fresh TUESDAY.[:

Love you so much darl. Muahhks!!

2009-10-29T16:07:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went interview at ONE RAFFLES QUAY with BF.

Before that i was alone on the way to Suntec went suddenly..

I received a call from this "office number" says that im being chosen for the job that i went interviewed last 2days.

It was a Guest Service Officer job at Underwater World, Sentosa.(:

& Whow! Mummy was the first one to know then followed by BF.

Monday i start work! Yipee!~

Before i went interview, Me & BF ate at Raffles City Shopping Centre MacDonalds.(:

YUMM.. But we cant finish it. Burrh..~ But overall, had fun with BF.

But im just wondering why must BF be so awkward with his ARMY uniform?

Pakai jugak peh baju. Bukan tk pakai. Aiyamakk!~

End up, we were at my crib watching Upin & Ipin. Hahaha!

27Days to my Birthdayy!!(:

2009-10-29T11:11:00.005+08:00

Bby, last week in medical centre already lor... den another week in MT line, n clearing my leave already lor.. hehe..

Can't wait la dey.. hehe.. i hope u'll be happy with dis new job u're goin to okay.. wish u all the best..

no more of job hunting already har... sve up CPF money already hor2.. hehe

Btw, i have to take my IPPT first, den i can get through.. hmm.. but i scared i can't even get pass.. dat's it.. see la.. i'm getting fatter n fatter already lor.. my weight nw is goin to 80kg already..

UNBELIEVABLE

Hmmm...

IF i can pass den insyaallah org dpt lah dis career line in SAF TRANSPORT LEADER.. mmmm..

k la GEMOK!! GOIN bck to werk already.. i hope we can finish the new guys by tmr.. den can start to lepak or train up for IPPT hor.. hehe...

Tc.. :::) MMMMUAHHH!!!!!

2009-10-27T17:02:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the late post!

Alot of stories that i would love to tell you!

Starting from 24.1o onwards.

Oh btw, 24.10 was me & BF's 10th months-saryy jyeah!

Tk sangke dah 10 mnths. Haha! I had lotsa FUN with BF.

We accually planned to go Sentosa.

But end up, we watched movie at Cathay Cineleisure.

Its a 2hrs show & we took the 07:30pm show.

Em we watched.. OH! Halloween II. *sob sob*

BF tout he took a couple seat but end up couple seat was just behide our seats.

But its ok dear, overall i had a very fun celebration with dearest BF.(:

25.10, i stayed at home for the whole day. *ZzZzZz..*

26.10, had an interview at Underwater World, Sentosa as a Guest Service Officer.

After the interview, i fetched BF at Clementi. Then watched movie at his cribb.(:

& as for 27.10 which is today, rest at home for the whole day.(: *heehee!*

For this week, BF was making himself busy orientate new-comers at work.

Tk tawu sabar nk clear leave uq! Hahaha! Mcm date lari. Hehehe!

& yelah, nk samer dgn Fido plak tuh. Tido, mkn, mandi, sumer lah klau

boleh nk dgn best partner dea tuh. Hahaha!

But whatever it is, my 2nd priority is to make BF happy

& put alot of LOVES in relasionship with BF.(:

*If wondering why i have to put him as 2nd priority is because..*

1ST PRIORITY IS FAMILY WHAT!!(:

Alamak, senang senang pn tktawu.

Hehehe!ok bye-bye!

2009-10-23T09:16:00.004+08:00

BBy!! So Sory for how many days that i nvr update our blog.. it not dat i don't wan to update ders no tym for me to update.. SOry... ):

Btw, tmr is our 10 mnth anniversary.. hehehe... mcm tak sangke gtu ekh.. hehe.. but org pagi2 ader safety cover pat JURONG SAFRA... hmmm... i can't run away bcoz its 2pdf celebrating their 40 years anniversary too.. hehe.. power ekgh... ehehe.. hmm...

but don't wory okae darling... its only half day.. another half of the day i will be wif u okae..

hehe... happy tak? hehhehe :0)

hehehe..

Btw, i cant promise if my sign on ting goin to be success also.. LECEH la plak dorang... cek tu cek ni.. haiya... nehmind hor.. if cannot get den we go find werk together2 aight.. hehe.. hmm..

35 days to my taiwan trip n i've not prepare aniting yet.. hmm.. org janji ngan dier nanti bler org pat sane untuk 2 minggu org concentrate just on the training only okae... den wen comes to the R'N'R,

Org bli kan dier baju ke aper2 la okae... hmm..

N For the readers, sory to say, if u tink u criticise her by her Eyebrown.. i tink u talking to yr own self.. tuu sume tak perlu la ekh.. Mcm prangai BOI ke GERL2 la nak kutuk2 org.. hhmmm...

k la.. BBY, dat's it for tdae, i'm goin bck do my ambulance duty.. hehehe.. aper2 kol or msg me okae.. BIIIIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGG HUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGG...........

LUUUUUVVVV UUUUU..

MMMMMMMUUUUUAHHHH!!!!!! :)

2009-10-20T13:02:00.002+08:00

Oh YES! Just a big big smile can show u how happy am i to have a New Job!!

I supposed to work yesterday then, i received a message in the morning at about 8 plus

It says, i was invited to an interview at kallang JTC Building.

I went there with Mummy & Adik.

Once reached there, as per normal, fill in applications & photocopied my I/C.

(5-10 mins later..)

I was called to this meeting room & had an eye to eye interviewed.

The man whom interviwed me says that im choosen to work as a

Customer Service at the attraction places in Singapore like,

Jurong BirdPark, Night Safari, Singapore Zoo & Sentosa.

WHOWWW!!! But end up i was choosen to Singapore Zoo.

Thought of taking Sentosa. But nah, i've been working at Harbourfront before.

So i know how long it takes for me to reach Harbourfront from Woodlands.

I'm satiesfied with my decision after all. & Thursday i can start woking!

Oh yah, before i forget, poor thing BF so sick today.

But today i fetch BF from work at Clementi.(:

*No worries BF, i'll take good care of you.(:*

2009-10-17T17:18:00.004+08:00

It's been 3 days i made myself busy. Hahaha!

On Wed, spent the half day with BF. Chilled at Dhoby Ghaut, chit chatting. *talk things out*

On Thurs, from morning till night, WORKING!! *tired & shagged*

On Fri, Me, Adik & BF wen to chilled out with my cousin at Sembawang Park.

Papa & Mama fetched Me, Adik & BF from Sembawang Park & 'ZOOOM'..

Off to Changi Village Foodcourt, bought 3 Nasi Lemaks & 1 Mee Goreng &

we chilled at Changi Beach!! *blink blink, smile*

We reached home almost 3am in the morning!!(:

& today, one whole day chilled at home!

Tomorrow will be the another day of the happiest moment with Family & BF!

Done!(:

2009-10-13T16:55:00.006+08:00

Bought before entering the cinema.

2 pairs of GREEN couple flipflops from FOURSKIN.

We watched PHOBIA 2 yesterday at Marina Square.
Took the very last showtime which is at 09:10pm.

I thought it will be very scary as i hugg BF & look away from the big screen.

End up, the ending part was very damn funny!!

Im sure BF will say 'COCK' after the show.

And he did. He told me that he don't understand the story.

I found it funny when comes to the ending part, really!

Anyway, show ends at 11:20pm.

Went for a smoke break & off we go, back to BF's crib.

Overall, its fun to be with BF.(:

2009-10-12T15:36:00.002+08:00

Having problems with my computer for the last 2days.

I can't even enter any of the websites & my MSN kena troubleshoot.

& thats why i can't update my blogg for 2days! Grrr..

Sat & Sun BF bzie & i have no choice just to stay at home watched those new movies that daddy bought at JOHOR, PANDAN.

& YES! Today is the day where i watch movie at MARINA SQUARE WITH BF!!

Long time already i never got the chance to chill at town cause working!!

How i wish to sue bankrupt to my this little company that im currently working.

Suke hati mak bpk dea aje kan nk kasi gaji kte bler2 dea ske.

But, i don't care already wheather i want to be good or bad at work.(:

Put that aside! I hate to talk about it. Niwae, yesterday i went braye AGAIN!

GOSH! Wonder when can stop braye. This year braye was damn boringg!

But still, i got collection. Sorry BF, no collection for you already cause you are old enough to call UNCLE. Hehehe!(:

Ok, OUTS!

2009-10-09T19:11:00.005+08:00

BBy!! I Miss u sOOOO muCCCh LAAAA.. Btw SOrry IF deRS Alot oF tym u wan to go out wif me ders no tym.. Org takle uat pape la.. maybe after all.. its actually good also la hor.. heehe.. coz we no need to spend alot of money.. heheee.. btw, maybe wen i get license den maybe we can go alot of jalan2 k..

Btw sorry if this 30th to 1st u never follow me to KL... but if u wan to follow u will feel awkward also la.. Coz all are guys that will be goin also.. hmm.. promise u i will come back with something k.. No matter wat, one day we can go also k.. Dat's a promise ya hor..

hmm.. n Nxt week will be our LAB inspection plak.. if anything goes wrong den there will be alot of extra waiting for us.. N ya.. its a distressful day laaa.. haiya.. hmm... bby, i miss u laa.. how are??? hehe..

Btw to sYaz, sory if i can't go down and eat for yr birthday.. i'm damn too busy la sei.. Tmr will be my left hand driving which is at KAKI BUKIT DRIVING CENTRE.. Which is at UBI Thre.. hmmm.. DEn sunday is my DUTY Ambulance again.. haiya.. stress tawu.. most of my weekend is hold also.. hmm..

k la.. dat's is all i have to say... after all..

NURSYAFAWTI is MIND OKAE>.. heheh... lUUV U SO MUCH DARLING>>

2009-10-06T22:03:00.000+08:00

I LOVE THIS PHOTO SOO MUCH!:DD

*cough cough* What happen to my troat? What did i do yesterday?

Well anyway, it will cure one day. Today i worked at 11am to 5pm.

Sorry HANA, today is my turn to go back at 5pm while u have to work until closing!

But dosern matter who have to go back first right.

Oh damn it! Early this morning i saw this lady who sat beside me inside train when i was on my way to work, she had this GREEN LEATHER HP CASE with her!!

I was SO SO SO DAMN JEALOUS!! ARGGGH!

&& i've just ordered the GREEN LEATHER HP CASE 2 hours ago at this HP shop & it cost me $18! As long as its GREEN, im ok with it no matter how expensive it is.

I MISS BOYFRIEND, ALOTS!!

It's ok if you cant meet me today koz you have to go to your grandma's house for HARI RAYA.

But still w/o fail, giving him confidents to what he HAVE TO go thru now like,

no more one whole day off like he used to have since things changed at his camp.

Understand mah, me & him working, both busy at work, atleast we got something to do rather than shake leg do nothing at home.

ALL THE BEST TO YOU DEAREST! HOPE THAT YOU CAN GET TO SIGN ON ARMY!

LOVE YOU SO MUCH! MUAKKS!!

*chop chop, off to bed! GOOD NIGHT peoples!*

2009-10-05T22:43:00.000+08:00

heLo again YEOWWW... heheh.. YEah2 BbY..

One day have just pass just like that dat.. its very fast actually by sleeping all day long.. hehee..

some people don't get it do they..

Actually my job in army is just as simple as 123.. heheh.. aper aje.. yeah2

its just that i DO 1 day 24 hour duty n the other day is 8 to 5 n off.. yeah2

best kan.. n sumore its just to sleep n sleep until i finish my NS.. heheeee...

Sok org ader orientation la.. but i don't until what tym it finish actually la bby..

If i can finish the people i'm orientate den i mit u k.. i scare got night orientation.. tu je.. den bad luck already lor.. hehe.. hmm..

kk22, knw wad.. i can't promise u dat much.. but i'll to mit u okae.. hehe.. SAAAAAAAAAAYAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNGGG dea la... hehe..

Org pat sini daa macam LOBO pat keje.. maintain maen game je.. hehe.. org laen kene guard duty la tu la ni la.. Org lepak.. okae la ekh bby.. atleast keje keras jgk la kan.. hehehe... k la.. org nak continue my game la.. den i go n sleep already.. hehhe.. BIIIG HUUUG.. LUVVV u .. MMMUAH... :)

2009-10-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLES! *YAWNN!* Well, today i start work at 3 & YES, i reach work exactly 3 MANN!! *YAWNN!* DAMN BORED at work ok!! DAMN DAMN BORED!! Sales is only $200+ only i think. WHAT THE HELL!! Stand infront of cashier with my eyes opened BIG BIG!(: BLAH!! Whatever.. BTW, why lah today BF so so lazy bum bum? Making an effort to wake him up before 09:30 for his staff parade, end up he woke up at 10:00. HAHA!(: Damn lazy fatty, but he cute oso lor!! Confirm he look so blur when attend staff parade.(: Oh and and, btw.. LOVE YOU BOYFRIEND!!:DD MUAKSS!!!<3
I LOVE YOU SO MUCHIEE!!!!<3

2009-10-03T13:05:00.000+08:00

Hey Thr.. i've been 2 days doin duty ambulance.. its quite bored accually went u see your fren get to book out on weekends while i'm doin my duty here... yeah bout wat you say that i've a bright future is it depends la on the Hq transport to approve me.. yeah2, but some people don't get it bout me, A guy like me used to lepak2 n now in army wanted to SIGN ON.. Crapppp!!! hahah.. but who cares wat people say bout me.. i know wat i'm doin is for my own future lor.. teo BO.. hehehe.. Yeah, i do love u very much darling.. :) I hope u n me can get along until we get to married hor.. INSYAALLAh.. Nobody knws wat for future.. Teo bo... heheh... Niari SGT YESSER nyer tunang.. ingatkan nak pegi, skali kene duty la... supposely its Zul Duty.. tap i push him to do Detail LIFE FIRING.. hmmm... sape nak gie layan NS MEN tembak2 ekh.. BORIIIINNGG!!.. heheh.. I mIss U la BBY.. I wish u were here wif me nw.. hmm..hehe.. klakar la, MAMA, is how i KOL her mUm.. funny.. MAMA " ader name tap bBual2 ORG2.. hahaha..." aper nak uat mama.. Ktrg daa biase daa.. heheh... Sen harap drg APPROVE sen nyer SiGNinG ON nie.. Tap sen tak kesah kl sen tak dpat... hmm... Kla sampai di sini ajer... NAk makan nie.. ngah Tgu AYAH Kite belikan kite nasi briyani lA.. hehehe sedap... hahaha.. For BBY, BIG HUG, LUV u SO mUCH k.. Bout werk, its up to your decision to make okae.. i'm not forcing u also... nie lagipon sendiri nyer hak masing2 jgk.. MMMMUAh.. Tc... Jumpe lag....

2009-10-03T11:53:00.000+08:00

Oh what? I never update my blogg for like 1month? But hey, gone thru UPS & DOWNS for the past 1month with BF. This happened yesterday. Oh yes, im working yesterday & went for interview at Paya Lebar. BF was with me. How HAPPY am i to hear that he is going to have a bright future. I did felt so HAPPY at the same time SAD cause he made me awake that im getting older & not suitable for me to job-hop.
YES I DID EXPRESSED OUT MY FEELINGS TO HIM! Aww.. How bad am i to make him feel so bad to himself. Yesterday's conversation with BF IS TRUE! Im sorry dear, this really have to let u know that how much i CARE & LOVE U SOO SOO MUCH!! Please let me have a chance to show u that im not what u think or what u feel towards me. Im SOSORY about yesterday. YES I KNEW IM GETTING OLDER TO THINK WHATS GOOD & BAD THINGS TO DO IN LIFE. I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE U SO SO SO SO SO SO SO VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-09T14:23:00.000+08:00

Well for the very first time i miss to watch the National Day Fireworks LIVE IN ACTION at the padang!! (Why) Because my lil brother sick. Hmmm.. ut its ok, im having fun to watched the National Day Parade Live on telecast. Brr, Whatever! How how how i wish to have BF's NDP pass and watch the parade for the second time. Hahas.. Ok im out!

2009-07-27T20:07:00.000+08:00

This happens Yesterday.

Happy moments with BF to Vivo City only the 2 of us yeah!

Went to watch movie at 8PM,

HARRY POTTER & the half blood prince at GV Vivo City.

Thanks for the cute flower dearest! Hahas! :DD

Well, cant wait to have more like this outing together AGAIN.

Love love love love you sooooo much BF!

♥♥♥

2009-07-27T19:54:00.000+08:00

This happens 25.O7.2OO9.

Had a great time with Yati to the NDP Parade 'O9! Wuuhuu!~

It was SUPERB FUNN yeahh!! :DD

After all, had a great time to meet up only the 2 of us.

More of today outings yeahhh!!~

2009-07-22T16:22:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. What a day that i have to suffer. But still i know i can do it.

Thanks alot for the accompanied day & night BF!

No matter what, i still have to move on.

Just cant stop loving & thinking about the

VERY precious yet lovely person to me for the rest of my entire life.

How i wish to have you to fulfill Me & BFs life.

Im sorry BF to lose this chance.

I know you miss the person so much but still i have to do it.

Still thinking.. )':

2009-07-10T20:10:00.001+08:00

Oh dear, why is this kind of problems still alive in my little life??

This kind of problems really-really-REALLY makes me SUPER SAD!

Nevermind, *Be strong Watee, be strong!!*Haixx..

Oh mum, i know you're the only one understand how i feel towards the person i love.

But why cant i get the same feelings from the same person i love?

How can i tell him that i really love him & want to be with him forever??

A guy will reply back, 'Yeah same!' to a sentence like, 'I really love you alot!'.

How am i gonna trust the reply!?

(From what my little heart says) ;

Dear Muhsin Abdullah,

how i really-really wish to make you forever mine.

But something really haunts me.

Why must you hurt a person who you called MY LOVE?

Do i consider lucky to have this 3rd party problem AGAIN??

Please ahk bby, org dar cukop dgn neik sume sei! (Sad)

Just think back what did your EX did to you & how u feel!?

Yes same goes to me!!

& now u expect me to feel the pain even MORE?? WHY!!?

What did i do wrong to you, huh!? (Cry)

Tkp, org sabar jek. Revenge is not my type of game.

My heart says, Yes i sincerely love a guy named Muhsin Abdullah. (Sad)

2009-07-07T21:28:00.000+08:00

Whoaa, it's been 7days i never even visit my blogspot. Sorry blogspot! :DD

For this past 7days i'm trying to be patient to this problem of mine.

(Please read this BF!)

Even if you said that you are a fire starter for this problem,

I will always forgive you. Yes you can keep saying that you are in wrong.

But please just don't do anything stupid to yourself like,

sit at a very corner of your room & think hard.

PLEASE don't hurt yourself okeyyh?

Be strong okeyyh Hubby?

& don't ever keep blaming yourself, ILYSM<3

I will try my best to solve this okeyyh.

Just wait & see.

I promise you that we will be happy after this.

I love love love you sooo muchh! ♥

2009-06-29T21:41:00.000+08:00

BBy!!! I misS U.. ORg nak bALEk umah la.. org nak jmper dea..

I'm so damn tired at werk.. i've been covering AYG fer the past 2 days.. n sumore go to jln BESAR stadium..

TodaEs MAtch was S'pore n Thailand.. The score was 4-1.. Thailand won tdaes game.. hmm.. den i finished the cover at 7pm.. HAizzz.. ehh...

oRRRRG sAAAAyaAAANg DEAAAA.. JMpe ORg LAA..haha..

Tmr morning alSO have to cover tHE sAMe tIng Againn.. haiZZ.. I Hope tMRs GaME iS mucH mOrE bEttER RgHT BBY... LuV u MUch SaYAng..

BBY.. aDEq ORg BEliKAn ORg MAC'D.. WOOOhOOOO.. DEY.. POWERPACK DA MACA.. WOOOHOOO...

BBY!! BSOk DeA sTArT KEje BARu deA SeI..WEeeWEEEET.. SETtLE DA maCA..

I hoPE u caN staAY LOnGEr fEr Dis WErK RgHT bbY..

BBY JAHAT!! naK GIE SEntOSA SORanG2.. hAIZZ..

ApER nak uAT.. NAsIB BDn..

kaN BBY kaN...

hehe..

OR NAK JMPE DEA LAAAAA ) :

2009-06-29T17:53:00.000+08:00

I count the hours, I count the days. How much I miss you, I count the ways.

I miss your voice ,I miss your touch. And I miss the face,That I love so much.

How to describe it, There is now way. I walk around, In a permanent daze.

I long to feel, Your warm embrace. And to see a smile, Upon your face.

I will not sleep, Won't close one eye. Until you're home, Safe and alive.

While you're busy outside, And I'm safe at home. I think of you out there,In danger and alone.

This is the life you've chosen, And I can't change your mind. You've found your inner bravery, And

now I must find mine.

I miss you so much, To the moon and the stars. And this feeling will go on, Until you're safe in my arms.

♥♥♥

2009-06-27T23:36:00.000+08:00

Got new job TODAY & starts on either Monday or Tuesday!!

As a F&B Service Crew at Waffle Place Cottage at Suntec City Mall.

Really happy to get this new job. :DD

Boyfie starts his Stress moments.

♥Be strong dear! :D

2009-06-27T23:03:00.000+08:00

This happens yesterday, 26.O6.2OO9.

Boyfie reee-ally happy when comes to me, fetching him from camp.

Received a bad news from him, says that he can't book out cause of this(below) duties;

27.O6.O9-O4.O7.O9 : Have to cover for Asean Youth Games(AYG).

O5.O7.O9-National Day? : Cover safety at NDP stadium(Marina).

Guess he CAN book out but don't have the chance to enjoy his whole day OFF outside.

Nevermind Boyfie, I should understand your job :D

For today, did enjoy talking & eating outside before he starts to go with this stress moments.

Waiting.. :D

♥ILY MUHSIN ABDULLAH♥

2009-06-25T19:32:00.000+08:00

This happens Yesterday 25.O6.2OO9.

♥ HAPPY MONTHS-SARY TO US DEAR! ♥

It's been 6mths together plus, as usual going thru ups & downs for this past 6mths.

I SWEAR, I really feel very happy to be with you.

No matter what, still be fair to each other :D

Plus, enjoyed the half day of today with Boyfie, Shasha & Sam.

We watched Transformer II at GV Marina Square.

More of today's outing dear friends!

♥ Hugg & Kiss to Dearest GF Shasha!! ♥